Suicide is not selfish. Suicide is, normally, death caused by the illness of depression. It is the final symptom. A final collapse under unbearable weight. Suicide is a tragedy. If you have never been close to that edge try not to judge what you can’t understand.

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Been there. Started over.

In the new life, the girl who was assaulted and abused is a memory.

Writing my old life is difficult. I’m not her. I’m strong. I’m not a victim.

But she is me. Hiding. Lurking. Her memories rise sometimes.