Going through old writings, and it’s tough.
I should have fought harder.
I should have gotten a restraining order.
I just didn’t — couldn’t — believe, it would get so bad.
It got so bad.
It got worse.
I lost my son.
Would things be different if I’d fought harder in 2008?
I wrote a letter, and didn’t send it.
I wrote it, and showed it to my therapist.
We decided I wasn’t going to send it.
Maybe it would have made things worse.