Self-harm. One symptom of borderline personality disorder.
Suicide is not about wanting to die. It is about escaping unimaginable pain. If you think suicide is selfish, you're not going to have a good time here, on my blog.
Between BPD, ADHD and PTSD, my thoughts tend to scatter like a host of house centipedes squanking awkwardly yet feverishly away from the light.